Every Last Word by Tamara Ireland Stone
From the outside, Samantha McAllister’s life seems perfect. She’s a popular junior with a group of beautiful friends, a stellar swimmer, and a tight-knot family. But Samantha is hiding a secret: she has purely obsessional OCD. She spends her entire life trying to cope with her anxiousness and obsessive nature.
But one day, Sam meets Caroline, who introduces her to a world of poetry, secrets, and moody poet boys. And Sam starts to realize that she can be more than just a popular girl with a dark secret.
I couldn’t really buy into the romance of this book. First, Sam and her friends bullied AJ for most of middle school, and based on the descriptions, it was pretty traumatic. I can’t imagine why AJ was willing to be friends with Sam, let alone be open to some kind of love interest. Second, the author makes it pretty clear that Sam’s OCD means that she obsesses over boys that she likes. However, other than one short episode, her relationship with AJ seems pretty “normal”. It was hard for me to understand this – nothing about her relationship with AJ seemed different than that with other boys, so why wouldn’t her illness make her obsess over him? This romance left me more confused than anything else.
Feminist Score: You’re Trying
Sam and her friends, the “Crazy Eights” have a toxic friendship. Not only do they bully other kids, but they instantly turn on each other if one of them decides they have interests other than the group. And while there is some growth throughout the book, I don’t think the topics of bullying or backstabbing are really discussed enough for a full resolution. And while the portrayal of female friendship between Caroline and Sam is pretty strong, the ending of the book makes you question whether strong female friendships really do exist.
Diversity Score: Between You’re Trying and Good Effort
Sam, the heroine, has Purely-obsessional OCD. She seems like a “normal” pretty, athletic, popular girl, but her mental state is anything but. I liked the portrayal of a seemingly perfect character as something more complex, but she was the only diverse character in the book. All of Sam’s friends (new and old) are straight and white. A bit of diversity would have been appreciated!
Awesome Factor: Between You’re Trying and Good Effort
I really wanted to like this book. The plot and mental illness affecting the main character seemed interesting, but I just couldn’t get behind the book. There are a couple of reasons for that – 1. The Ending. I don’t want to spoil the book, but the ending unravels the entire plot in a way that left my unsatisfied. 2. The romance wasn’t believable to me and 3. The friendships seem toxic and without enough growth. This book just didn’t appeal to me, but it may be good for other readers! I’d love to hear from someone with Purely Obsessional OCD.
Sam’s therapist, Sue. Sue is Sam’s support system, and the way she makes it through high school. I love that Sue works closely with Sam’s mom to maintain therapy throughout the weekdays, and how she always pushes Sam to find better friends.
I love the description of the Poet’s Corner:
“I spin a slow 360 In place, taking it all in. All four walls are covered with scraps of paper in different colors and shapes and textures, all jutting out at various angles. Lined paper ripped from spiral-bound notebooks. Plain paper, three holed punched. Graph paper, torn at the edges. Pages that have yellowed with age, along with napkins and Post-its and brown paper lunch bags and even a few candy wrappers”.
Fun Author Fact
According to her website, Tamera Ireland Stone had a cool career in public relations. She worked on some of the early Apple campaigns for iMac with Steve Jobs.
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Anisha loves books, Gilmore Girls, and her Kuerig. She’s been reading mainstream YA since she was actually a young adult, and Jess is helping her expand her horizons with more diverse, interesting books from newer authors.